How will my life be “if only…” I wonder? How others would feel or react “if only…” I wonder? Will people start liking or hating me “if only…” I wonder? Believe me it’s never ending. That phrase “if only…” hangs at the end of all our doings and thinking. Nothing novel or path breaking about these thoughts but still they intrigue me to the extent of making me restless. I am sure for 90% of the decisions we make, we start regretting it the very next minute. ( Some day research may prove it or maybe it’s already proven...I am not sure ) Any way mind functions like a super highway with thoughts zooming at the speed of 180 km/second beginning with “if only…” It drives me nuts at times. After all the education and trainings received from childhood, mind still proves to be more a consistent persistently nagging master than an obedient servant to me. Meditation is touted as being ‘the’ solution to all this mental frenzy but then what is the % of people who are actually able to achieve it?
In between getting up in the morning and going off to sleep at night there are some things which I do to make me happy. I guess that's what life is all about. This blog is my collected wisdom on living and values I would like to instill in my child. Learning everyday as I move on this journey called "Parenting".